i have to go for my video interview at the family protection place tomorrow *life sucks*. im really not looking forward to it, im scared that i wont talk because obviously this is a bit of a sensitive issue to talk about. im going to have to force myself to talk though because peter said this is really my only chance to do this and i need to do it for me. rachels going to take me which is one good thing i guess because i dont think i could do this without her there. shes there with me through thick and thin, i owe that women so much!

hope everyone is ok.

xxx

A Bit Different From The Norm =]
Basic Bullshit.
What's your name?:	samantha jones
Your age would be nice to know.:	15
Are you single or taken?:	taken
Randomization.
What is your least favorite color?:	green
What is the last thing on earth that you would like to do right now?:	walk
What clothes are you wearing?:	black trousers, pink top and black jacket
What color is your bedroom?:	i have 2 atm, one is green *yuk* and one is purple
What is your least favorite food?:	errrrm gotta be oranges
What is your favorite food?:	probly cheese or chicken tikka
And your least favorite drink would be...?:	dr pepper
In all honesty does myspace take up a great deal of your life?:	dont have myspace
If you could be any age, what would it be?:	18
Are you satisfied with the way you look and act?:	no
Is Bzoink a website that you visit often?:	not really
Do you do drugs and/or alcohol on a regular basis?:	errrm not really
Do you think you are capable of not eating for 5 days?:	probly not
What food and drink could you live off for the rest of your life?:	cheese and brown sauce sandwiches and tropical fruit juice
Boys and Girls Are Fun.
Do looks really matter?:	not really
Does size really matter?:	nope
Have you ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend?:	yep
If so, how long was that relationship?:	in one now, been together 2 weeks
What is your longest?:	about 2 months
What quality do you find most attractive in a boy/girl?:	smile
Are you a virgin?:	no
If you are not, do you regret doing it with the person you lost "it" to?:	nope :D
If you are a virgin, are you in a rush to not be one anymore?:
Is PDA disgusting?:	not really
Is there anything that you would change about your significant other?:	nope
Do you think you could marry a high school sweetheart?:	maybe
Would you ever consider having a long distance relationship?:	yes
Long or Short hair?:	short
Blue eyes or Brown eyes?:	brown
Tan or light skin?:	tan
Looks or Brains?:	brains
Words Associations Are The Best!
Orange.:	phone
Cell phone.:	talking
Break.:	kitkat
Music.:	mp3
Samantha.:	name
Love.:	heart
Time.:	clock
Crash.:	bang
Home.:	house
Animals.:	farm
Sleep.:	dream
Sex.:	bed
Death.:	coffin
Long Distance.:	road
Winner.:	loser
Gold.:	silver
Goodbye.:	wave
Running.:	marathon
Lie.:	false
This or That.
7up or Sprite?:	sprite
Coke or Pepsi?:	pepsi
Boy or Girl?:	girl
Run or Swim?:	swim
Drive or Fly?:	fly
Ferrari or Corvet?:	ferrari
VW or Ford?:	ford
Cellular Device or Computer?:	computer
Sex or Foreplay?:	sex
O.C.D or A.D.D?:	OCD
Boyfriend/Girlfriend or Friend?:	friend
Mom or Dad?:	mom
Brother or Sister?:	sister
Food or Drink?:	drink
Friends Aren't So Fun Sometimes.
Do you have any friends that you cannot depend on?:	yes
Do you have a best friend whom you can depend on?:	yes
Do you have more male or female friends?:	female
Are they crazy or quiet, or both?:	both
Is your best friend your boyfriend/girlfriend?:	nope
Do you sometimes hate your friends?:	nope
How long is your longest friendship?:	i have known sasha for 8 years, dont see her anymore but talk on msn =)
Do you and your friends take myspace pictures together?:	we take pics, just not for myspace =P
What do you and your friends normally do when you hang out?:	talk lol
What is your best friend's name?:	alysha
How old is he/she?:	15
Are You Afraid Of...
Death?:	no
Flying?:	no
Birds?:	no
Dogs?:	no
The Light?:	no
Drowning?:	yes
Crossing bridges?:	no
Life?:	no
PDA?:	no
Crossing the street?:	no
Walking around alone?:	no
The dark?:	no
Cemetaries?:	no
Physically fighting?:	yes
Confrontation?:	yes
The opposite sex?:	no
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he asked me out tonight, i said yes, obviously lol. im really happy, hes such a sweet guy =D i just cant quite believe its happened, he actually wants to go out with me! i mean ME! thats just weird. anyway he does and im so happy!

xxx

yay! im happy, things are finally looking up for me! ok so he likes me :D and he knows i like him so we are meeting up tomorrow, just me and him so we can talk. im really nervous but hes a really nice guy and i think it will be ok.

everything else is going ok, only a few things on my mind but im not even going to bother talking about those right now, i dont need to.

im happy.

does he like me? lysh says yes, i say no :S im hoping yes but how could he like ME?! hmmmmmm long long chat tonight and im still none the wiser to whether he likes me or not. i know he doesnt hate me coz he said he wants to meet up with me on friday with lysh and he wanted me to go to yarmouth with him tomorrow but i cant. but i think he just wants to be friends. but lysh has got it into her head that he does really like me, and considering shes known him a long time she should know best so she thinks. but im just not sure. i mean, what if he does like me? that scares me :S hes a great guy and i do like him but its just the whole guy thing. whats wrong with me?! guess time will tell whether he does or not. for now i just have to wait!

im actually feeling happy, partly because of the above and partly coz i just am. i have only a couple of problems in my life now but why should they get me down! my mums fine again *yay* i didnt like the thought of her going down that road again and she hasnt so i am really proud of her. she could have easily gone back to the drink and nearly did but she stopped herself and only had wine. so im proud =) my brother is still being a dick but i dont need to worry about that right now coz hes with my dad. so things are pretty good.

im spending loads of time with lysh =) which is cool, lovin it! i wasnt really looking forward to the summer hols and so far there has been a bit of drama, with polo and stuff but apart from that its got off to a good start. we are having fun :P! but then its only like 2 days into the holidays so theres still a long time to get bored lol. worry about that later anyway.

im shit scared of when i go on holiday and i have to go swimmin and shit like that. my mums gonna see my newish scars on my leg and shes going to comment, she always does. i did kinda tell her last night that there are newer ones on my leg and she didnt say much but she hasnt seen them yet, i dont think she will go crazy coz they are hardly bad but im worried all the same.

i need sleepies now, supposed to be getting up at 9, never going to happen me thinks!

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Skulking through the hotel lobby, cutting down all who dare stand in the way using a mighty sword, cometh Xsamxjonesx! And she gives a booming grunt: "I'm going to fuck you in such an inhumane manner, your screams will reanimate the dead!!!"

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